Innocent you sit before me and punch her face with a balloon, empty like promises.
My body swells with salt water retention, and I bloat across the couch.
I hear plans for days still hazy ahead and my tongue rattles a thousand warnings,
But closed lips keep them safely jailed.
With every thwack a giggle, and I think only of a mother's counsel;
It will only end in tears.
My insides ache to leap and tie you down before the wind picks up,
Before she strips her mask and sinks into your veins and sucks them dry,
Before her black hair is lifted by ill-made foreign static,
And your spirit seeps through the soles of your feet and disappears
In heavens ghostly halls, and the fiery warmth of hell
Not a face is there familiar to my eyes.
Yet haunt
Oh haunt
And soothe the kithless to rest.
A friendly burn, rippling slow along wet and withered cheeks,
Nose to nose with nothing,
Suffocating on open air.
Walls and doors dissolved so long ago
Their impression left in dust.
And solitude, a comfort cloak
Its hot embrace does scorch the skin
And haunt
Oh haunt the day,
The night and betwixt.
Between the soul and flesh, the artificial noises
Plink and plonk from lips as if
(Almost as if) they exist.
A song of pence sung six,
With each recitation truer for the hearing.
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You're the catalyst
Psychoanalyst
Stick in the mud
that tethers my fly away
soul to the earth.
Without you
Floating is a dream
Away it would seem
with the pixies
and their fairy dust
in my nostrils.
Toes to the ground
Nose to the grind
Eyes to the skies
with fingers in pies
licking the sweet
sticky
honey drippy goo.
Catalyst is you.
Shutting out the light of day
Wont take away the words you say
Or stop them falling on my ears like lead pellets on the snow.
Turning off the light tonight
Wont make your touches, feather light
Leave the memory of my pores and burning fingertips.
Scarlet eyes and tear-stained hopes
Wont make the ring from her finger float
And delicately slide upon my outstretched, trembling hand.
But turn and leave, close the door.
Ill lay my bones upon the floor
My life Ill lead in ebony halls
No ochre rays to pierce the walls
No pulsing embers glowing red
No happiness to drown the dread
Turn out the light, ere yo
And drifting down the echoed seas
In languid lands of mysteries
A spacious bloom upon the dawn
Is scattered fair across the lawn
With long and rendered tender strokes
A mass of heavy lifting blokes
Dream of white and placid shores
Of lurid nights with perfumed whores
And drank the misery below
And song and dancing to and fro
With beastly curses, fair and bright
Scream loudly blasts into the night
A hand that holds and touches rare
And shoulders cold and slightly bare
To the end of days night they go
With song and dancing to and fro.
You collapsed at my feet
And tumbling from your fingers
came a sponge, dried up and begging.
Dirt clung to its fibers
A gash from side to side
And a boot mark, bold and black.
I picked it up and brushed it off,
Heavy in my small hands.
I took it to the sun
And watched it cower in the warmth.
I injected it with water,
Nutrients and love.
When the sponge was plump and juicy,
The colour of cherry jam
And smelling sweet like honeycomb,
I placed it in your hands.
You whispered
If time were rhyme
And distance, wine
Then fill my page
And drain my cup.
It was cold up where you held me,
But from my vantage poin
Sitting all alone here I want someone to walk past so I can ask them "Is it cold enough for ya?" and wink.
People ask that in the summer..."Is it hot enough for ya? (wink)"...but not in the winter. Isn't that odd?
I've never really understood that question, and I've never heard anyone say "No actually. I'd welcome a bit more warmth." No one in their right mind wants more warmth in the summer, or more cold in the winter for that matter. So why ask?
If someone did walk past I would offer them a hot chocolate, or perhaps a sage tea if they preferred. We would sit and chat about things that interest us.
Do you like that new song by such-and-